You only left me yesterday night and it already feels like I've spent years without you. Right now I am struggling to think of my life without hearing your tapping paws trotting behind me or you jumping onto our bed as soon as you realised we were awake. I know time is a healer but it was take me years to heal from this simply because of how much you meant to me. I am so grateful that you made the decision for me to close your eyes forever before I had to think about it. I held you for as long as I could before letting you go in the vets. I promise you that I will only ever remember the positive times you gave me. I'll carry on doing our walks up the lane and on the field and I'll take you in my heart to see the chickens you loved. Words cannot describe my pain right now Marley Mo but it'll get better. I will love you unconditionally forever and always. Mummy xxx